Zainab’s Journal

Thoughts from here and there …

It is Spring again … 🌸

Kirchenblüten , März 2024 Olympiaberg in München

There is sth very special about Spring , I imagine Spring as if the Earth is giving birth to a new child again. Have you ever considered having some time alone to sit and observe , reflect, absorb and process all those adorable and wonderful changes in spring ?

Spring for me is like a birth of new hope. It is a reminder that as much as it looks hopeless or as long as it takes for a goal to be achieved, it will happen somewhen, just in the right timing …

Today, I had a sudden urge to write , yesterday i thought: most if not all of my Blogs are having or carrying some kind of indirect sadness, i tried so good to hide that by writing in a sarcastic way, I know though all of my readers can understand me very well, maybe even more or better than my own self …!

I tried to be more positive and looked for a good prompt to get inspired and write to satisfy my sudden urge. After a day of not feeling very well, and almost 14 hours of uninterrupted sleep, i had my usual walk, today was my destination though, Olympia Park in Munich.

Is there anything better than having the Cherry blossoms as a prompt to my own Blog? is there is something more interesting and inspiring than Spring ?

As you could see, i started writing and tried to create a targeted “ positive ” Blog … Toxic Positivity? Well, i could do good and write not less that 1000 words text talking about how many lessons we could actually learn or how many positive examples we could take from Spring. it is good to be positive despite what i am going through. My pen though was on pause for almost 20 to 30 minutes, i could not find enough photos to my own thoughts , yes photos in mind … inspiration or whatever else someone could name it as well! I changed my mind and here i am, my pen is flowing non stop. I thought, My Extracted lessons from my own prompt could reflect only my own thoughts and points of views. Spring might be the Birth of my own hope. To others, it might be sth else, just like Winter, for me it is a prompt of quietness, relieve , for others, it might be an explosion of suppressed emotions , yes ! Have you ever seen the Sun peaking out from between the clouds after a heavy rain? Or the beautiful rainbow colors ? Or the exotic feelings of the summer? Autumn though comes as a wise man to remind us that nothing last forever … Wait, that is what you think ! For me Autumn is the perfect reminder that there is always a change, that you could get rid of the pain you hold on so hard , that you could move on despite the … that&that&that … counting how many “thats” i wrote here makes me smile … I did it … a box is checked with green, I wrote a Positive Blog, a small task is achieved .. my pen is usually driven by my pain … but here i am, a positive thing is standing out , i am having control again and having a firm grasp , on my own self … and my own pen …

Zainab

16.03.24

München

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